Every 12 months, Saturn, the disciplinarian of our solar system,  turns retrograde for about 140 days.  So, you may be wondering what that means for your life right here on Earth. Here's what most Astrologers agree on :

Saturn rules the direction of your life and the purpose of your life. When Saturn goes retrograde, it may bring some unexpected changes and there may be unprecedented developments. If you are planning to begin some new and important tasks or projects, then consider all your options.  Saturn may try to test your determination and sense of purpose by stopping you in going in the wrong direction.  Saturn retrograde is a time to re-think projects, responsibilities and commitments.  If you just don't feel right about something you have taken on, it may give you a chance to renegotiate or to restructure a relationship or project. 

You may not have felt Saturn's retrograde today, but I sure did and it threw me for a loop.  After finishing a large project this weekend and allowing myself no time to rest, recuperate or regroup, I dove right into my next projects on Monday.  I never looked back but proceeded forward towards projects that I thought I was supposed to begin. 

Today, everything I started on Monday, stopped dead.  No emails came.  No one returned my calls.  Then,  a cascade of things that I chose to take personally came raining down on me,  leaving me feeling lost, disoriented and unloved.  The world became a cold friendless place-at least I had made it so in my fearful state.  Then, just as quickly as the fear came over me.  I received an email, several texts from friends and I meditated.  Just like that, I was redirected on a path of trust and understanding. I understood that I wasn't finished with some projects that I started last month and found new information and strength that spurned me forward.

I wrote this blog today in hopes that it will remind all who read it, that no matter what Saturn retrograde brings to your awareness, it will change, just give it some time and faith.  It will change.  You are safe.  You are loved!